5/19

The Day I Tapped into my Dead Love Ones: it started off being introduced to a guy I may have meet years ago, I felt his pain and see and hear his blessing so, I made a lil pray to GOD that I could channel my energy for the God Glory and I was flooded with thoughts of my Love Ones Lost I lost in the Last 3 years from Mom& Dad about 8 cousins, 4 uncles & aunties and about 10 real friends. I realize I have to do it because they’re not here, I wanted to be & time I believe my gift was to motivate, maybe it is but Not like I think, a lot of things are what they say but not as they are, understanding content of life is choice and adapting, we can make choices but if they not resulting in the way We think it should, You must adapt to hopefully make another choice but if you can’t, step up and that’s God test, love it and upgrade yourself because nobody will do it for you but yourself, live life and overcome because there will be a time no overcoming happens and you be with the Love ones and the one loved you first & that is forever and real.