Mothers

Because I lost my Mom, Situations with moms & time spending I’m 100% ‘on Go‘. A recent fear panicked me & my recent change to refusing to invest more than the actual person involved because it has always drove me off track to disparaging faith. When I heard, I started to Pray Hard & Silently and sometimes as it’s written, I’ll go into a closet and talk to my Lord, if my little pray helps in any way, that’ll be a Blessing. My heart is with Moms and their children, until a person loses their parents, the vacancy can’t be filled, so spend much time as possible with people who know you better than yourself and was made from. We all will eventually. So practice with real joy while we can.

Hot

What do you love now, that you hated when you were younger?

Anything Hot, Hot Sauce, Jalapeños anything salsa, but know I consider myself Half Hispanic, now I need Sriracha on everything I have different degrees of hot sauce to put on certain foods I think I might be going to heaven how much I like the heat now I know it don’t make sense, but it makes sense to me. 

About Time

What’s a time you followed your gut and it turned out to be exactly right?

The Mark of the Beast aka the Forced Jab everyone experienced several years ago but strangely most people forgot, now we’re experiencing historical cancer rates, unexpected death and dioceses. Like today my favorite running back came out with ALS yet one year ago we meet him looking healthy but we all know he suffered from some pre-existing condition that gave him ticks/sudden flinching as he speak but it seem manageable. Knowing the forced Mandates for him to work after football, the Big Elephant in the Room seem people are actively avoiding, everything generally give all sign told to us of negative effects, no one mention it. Very Strange.

Speaking My Mind

What fears have you overcome and how?

Act Better, Act in a certain Way, Acting Up, I Realize Acting is Acting & not True- in other words Not Be who you are, just Act to make other feel a certain way, yet other people don’t act to make you feel better, individual people do things personally to you or for you that make you feel better, Why please a Group, Groups go to Hell, Individuals go to Heaven. Think and Speak out about how you feel about anything and be bold. I love you all.

5/19

The Day I Tapped into my Dead Love Ones: it started off being introduced to a guy I may have meet years ago, I felt his pain and see and hear his blessing so, I made a lil pray to GOD that I could channel my energy for the God Glory and I was flooded with thoughts of my Love Ones Lost I lost in the Last 3 years from Mom& Dad about 8 cousins, 4 uncles & aunties and about 10 real friends. I realize I have to do it because they’re not here, I wanted to be & time I believe my gift was to motivate, maybe it is but Not like I think, a lot of things are what they say but not as they are, understanding content of life is choice and adapting, we can make choices but if they not resulting in the way We think it should, You must adapt to hopefully make another choice but if you can’t, step up and that’s God test, love it and upgrade yourself because nobody will do it for you but yourself, live life and overcome because there will be a time no overcoming happens and you be with the Love ones and the one loved you first & that is forever and real.

Inform

What do you do to be involved in the community?

Memphis: The New District Map, is a Very Important issue BUT The Years of purposely neglecting issues like Crime (79% re-offenders & 50% of Criminals have 6 or more Convictions) not Gun Control and Public service (the trash & clean up of areas) not Environmental Justice has the public wanting Any Change. The Leaders has fail or purposely have the citizens attention on None-important issues and an average person can reasonable conclude “So Call” Leaders are Advocates and Activists. It’s 2026 and if you paid attention to politics in the last 15-20 years You Know, Accountability and Blame only been Projection from the Suspect. People Say Change but Leaders Want the Old Days Back. So I say Change the Map, GOD got Us, only us as history shows. Take Comfort in That. Infiltration is Real.

Support

How has a failure, or apparent failure, set you up for later success?

A Prophet isn’t Welcome in his Hometown, is one of the toughest lessons to learn but will set up up for success later. Meaning if you was right about an ideal or a business, the people you expect to support you probably won’t and even question your decision. Who you expect to support you doesn’t that pain is very sharp, it’s up to you to dwell on it but it can distract you and slow you down. Having the carriage and motivation to push through even when someone you love which my love you, but not your idea, knowing that they don’t love all of you is very hurtful. You have to remember only one person loves all of you and also gave you the greatest lesson to avoid the disappointments the pain and the assumptions, you stay focused on that. With the Almighty power, you can overcome that if you are an Overcomer.